Thursday, December 31, 2009

The Last Day of 2009

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

i feel extremely lazy these days, my days are far from progressive. this blog is dead silent, maybe i'll come back another day.

Friday, November 27, 2009

when vampire meets warewolf

really glad that i got to watch it today, it's a great one and it didn't let me down :) oh yesss i'm looking forward for the next saga- eclipse :))

Sunday, November 22, 2009

maybe it won't fall

i'm feeling kinda sad i may say, after reading this one post. my brain starts to work, starts to recall. heih...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

it's dark outside

one week has passed, time flies huh? class has started, a few lectures were cancelled due to the absence of my lecturers, which means we'll be having replacement classes soon. i'm not satisfied with the timetable, baddd timing, imbalance. 

 the clock says it's 4.32am, time to shut my eyes. good morning to you saturday, good night to me.

Friday, November 13, 2009

start the engine

this laptop has been inviting dust, left it open for quite some time since i was home for the sem break.

merbok is waiting for me, so it's time to pack and hit the road in the next morning. well i've already took a look at my result, it needs room for improvement.

semester two is a fresh start, here i am now, coming to greet you.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

failure must be eaten alive

all i want to do now is to jump off from the rooftop and scream this frustration out from this body and soul of mine and let the strong wind blow it away so that it'll never ever hit me again. of course, to live again after the jump. 


Friday, November 6, 2009

just a little

"said, woman take it slow it will work itself out fine,all we need is just a little patience."

night time

silence. just plain silence. 

 get what i mean? maybe yes, maybe no.

Thursday, November 5, 2009


theme: raksasa biskut. i wonder, is today a sesame street day? hm

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

a lady standing under the rain may not receive a dozen of beautiful red roses

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

why have this fucked up feeling when eyes were opened to greet the new day?

Sunday, October 25, 2009

play with rifles

watched it with zaty today and the movie turned out to be okay :) a blend of violence and humour.
p/s: look out for the part where brad pitt and his two so called italian mates speak italian.

Monday, October 19, 2009

first attempt

after 6 months hiatus, i finally get to step on the three pedals legally and move the machine which is the car. hoho. at first, went round and round bandar sri damansara and next, vooooooommmmmmmmm off we go to the highway. gelabah, yes of course, especially when it comes to turning. i even fail at playing racing games, nak kona je langgar. wth? kawalan stering tak cun, nevermind, can practice.

Saturday, October 17, 2009


define your holidays: two words, dead bored.
okay okay fine, should appriciate holidaysssssss. bukan selalu ada hurray hurray holiday pun.

Friday, October 16, 2009

lova dova

fly all the way to italy because you've found out that your soulmate is there? will you do that? ;P and ohhh i didn't know that robert downey jr. looked damn bloody super charming here. aiyaya.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

mom left for mekah this morning for two months and i'll be accompanying my father for one month here.
take care and be safe mi, love you loads.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

where the rhythm goes

"They're selling postcards of the hanging
They're painting the passports brown
The beauty parlor is filled with sailors
The circus is in town
Here comes the blind commissioner
They've got him in a trance
One hand is tied to the tight-rope walker
The other is in his pants
And the riot squad they're restless
They need somewhere to go
As lady and I look out tonight
From desolation row"

 this is a good one, thumbs up :)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

requested by rin,
okay this is rayyan a.k.a rayboy a.k.a chickklely puff. "what big ears you have" there naughty boy, hehe. last night, my sis told me that he pronounced baju as "biju". haha

my blog's been sleeping for days, thanks to the owner for being emmm clueless in these few days? just a quick one here, addyn a.k.a miss chabbyyy a.k.a miss b. digeidgedi i bet that you smell masam-masam now, masam-mer than asam. hahahehe :D

Thursday, October 8, 2009

alhamdulillah, just arrived safely here in kl, manjakularara. it's been quite a long journey and for d and mi, i really appriciate that the both of you came from far to fetch me home :) love the both of you, always. well... so many things to be unpacked, hmmm... later.

lets recall the last two weeks at melbok -

bebi ngat ehhhhhh!
 stone's throw

  jagung jagung mari makan jagung

"kentot kau busuk la nok!" said un to rin.

kalau dah tension dgn 016, maka VM la jawapannya. tada!

 secret playground. haha

 awww, how great were those moments.

 batak pada waktu malam

 batak pada waktu malam part two

please line up according to your height

exam's overrrrrrrrrrrr. durrrrhhhhh.

all i want is to breathe in fresh air

things were packed and i'm waiting for my beloved parents to come. yeah! the semester break is finally here. home is where i wanna be now. so no books for 5 weeks (the best part), just relax and oh well yeah relax.

here's to all of you,
happy holiday, have a safe journey and take care :) till we meet again

Monday, October 5, 2009


one day, i'll get fed-up of myself. i can assure that this isn't a good feeling. goodnight.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

they are one of my favourites and ohhhh i think adam swings the mic really well and that's a turn on! suka kau adam!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

october is here
i'm still counting

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

dealing with what's left inside
oh God please prove that my thoughts are wrong
tasting misery at this moment isn't what i want, i swear
i just hope that things go smoothly
the old days are the days that i longed for

free your mind

finals sudah mari. yeah cinda i'm with you now, overlapping again.
to part 1 students:

lek lek dlu, bru habis satu paper, sap kok dlu kan? haha.

Monday, September 28, 2009

have you ever came across people who always worry like shit about things and lastly they find out that the things that they're worried about turn out to be emm fine and unnecessary to be worried? do they fancy carrying this kind of behaviour with them?

it's happening in five,four, three, two, one

it never do me any good by keeping it and not letting it fly away. it keeps playing around my mind and now i've managed to reduce it bit by bit. examination is just 24 hrs away and i haven't swallowed down everything. ok, i know, no point complaining blablabla. i'll try my best to read up csc tonight, a few more lifeless chapters to go. goodluck nanate.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

when i look at the pictures, there goes my old hair. hmm rindu rambut dulu. in the process of letting it grow back to normal. it's going to be a mess, wtv.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

mommy, sis avice and cayleb

oh-oh-oh balik kampung! headed back to melaka like we used to do every raya. unfortunately my sister and her family were not here to celebrate raya with us because they're currently at dubai, we miss you :(. nenek's dishes were very delicious indeed (always) especially kari ayam. wulala! i'm very found of rendang this year, don't know why. just can't get enough of it ;)

wah d, very busy eh? haha

yazmin batrisha (if i'm not mistaken with the spelling) ;) my mak su's first baby

kalau mercun dah takda stok, maka main api je la

my cousin, nadhirah

Monday, September 21, 2009


Friday, September 18, 2009

when it's gone forever

i found out my phone went missing when the train stopped at kl sentral, my heart started to beat fast. i was shock. now, at this moment, i begin to feel how much i miss my phone. it was a gift from my father for my pmr result and now it vanished, just like that, in a blink of an eye. the last person whom i've texted to was my father-"i'm waiting for the train". it has been with me for 2-3 years of ups and downs. hmm seriously i miss it so fucking much! maybe someone took it OR maybe it fell off. hurgh i just wanna get over this feeling asap.

fyi, still using the old number guys.

Monday, September 14, 2009

yaw yaw yaws

let's do it! uh-huh

current hobby :
studying hardly fr my finals, y
eah! (hipokrit HAHA)

fav food :

wawww! i'm speechless when it comes to this sebab gelojoh sgt tgh mkn. hahaha. no wonder i'm fat :P

fav drink :
sama ngan rda, ada kena mengena ngan cincau i loike. ;P

things u regret the most :
answering this survey thingy bcs rin nok asked us to. hahaha. gurau la nonok

whom the last person u texted with :

awek yg buat assignment kt library di sana. muah!

colour of shirt u r wearing now :

who sits next to u :

yaa know them, don't cha? ;)

songs u are currently listening to :
ok la semua dgr the beatles, aku dgr la lagu dr anak john lennon- tomorrow

animal u like :
hush puppies. hehehe. kalau boleh nak jadikan dia bantal aku.

what is the thing u really want in ur life :
to excel, have a good career and husband, and and and children ;))

things u just bought :
hair cream

what do u want to do next :
buka puasa! buka puasa! buka puasa! *sabar laa nok nat*

who is on ur mind now :
anda, kau, kamu, you, them, they. haha

what makes u smile and laugh?:
alaaa please la, korang tahu kan sapaa korang. pleaseeee laa weyhhh, aku mohon. haha

is that me? just wondering *muka tgh bajet innocent*

wait for us you studs

went to jln TAR yesterday with my mom to go look for baju kurung for the upcoming raya. went in and out of the shops and finally saw one that caught my eyes. it was outside along the road and it goes perfectly with the datin necklace that i've bought 2 weeks ago ;) haven't bought a pair of sandals yet, so rda, oohhhhh rda... yuhuuu... lets go hunt for the meletopppp gladss that we saw in vincci's catalogue! sumpahhhhh meletopppppp!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

just customized my blog. i changed the position and waw, i'll get used to it later. emm it kinda squeezed in a little, don't you think?

good morning folks

it's saturday morning,
my parents went to work and i'm all alone here. hmm well let's see... borrowed dvds from my sis in law yesterday, planned to watch all of them by this week so that i could kill my time honey. i don't feel like going out but i feel like going out. hm ... guess i'll just give cinda a call later and ask whether she still wants to go out or not.

ok, gotta hang the clothes now. dadada

Thursday, September 10, 2009

two weeks later and another two weeks later

home again :D

the positive side ; 2 weeks off, yeah!

the negative side ; books and notes are calling my name, shitto -_-
finals maaaaaa, face it nat. do you have any choice? no.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

here's the perfect date

congratulations to the newly couple :D
fs and akmal
wish you guys all the best and take care of each other with love and care yaa ;)
se-weeeeet ngat eh!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

behind the scenes

we went to mk4 to take picture for our matrix card yesterday. before entering the room, we took a few shots just to test and see whether the facial expressions are okay or not. haha. batak, i know.

mohamad azrul haqim

rabiatul adawiyah

natalia harris thang

asmarina sakila

nur amalina

Thursday, September 3, 2009

sounds lame? yeah okay

mtc 012 test has ended. yeah i'm glad, we're glad. luckily we've discussed one of the past year's questions with one of our seniors and guess what, that was the exact question that came out. great huh? at least we have a rough idea on how to answer nokkkkk. but time wasn't enough for us though.

do you know what i feel like doing right now? in case you can't guess let me just tell you that i feel like skipping bel 130 and sleep! skipped csc for 3 freakin times and i can't do it no more, and if i continue skipping, then i have to face the music. ugh God knows how boring and lame csc could be!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

from jules to lambert

"And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world."

thanks to dyla for transferring this song into my thumdrive. i love it :))

Monday, August 31, 2009

14 melintang jalurnya

selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan yang ke 52.
1 malaysia. peace and harmony.

Friday, August 28, 2009

how nice

i'm home ;)
time with family and friends again
looking forward for buka puasa now

:sunday's classes will be replaced
:merdeka falls on monday
so i'll be leaving for merbok on monday =/

Sunday, August 23, 2009

when pillow calls

buka puasa with the fellow divas at the tennis court just now and now i'm feeling sleepy. the amount of food that i've swallowed makes me wanna go to bed early today. maybe i'll wake up later. nite!

Friday, August 21, 2009


selamat berpuasa kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat
semoga doa-doa kami dimakbulkan pada bulan yang mulia ini. amin:)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

this season

now many people are getting sick. sigh.
get well soon :)
at the hospital. rin has high fever, poor her :/ get well soon darl.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

screwed up, what else?

it rained this morning.

oh howww inconvinient it is to go to class when it's raining. get your pants soaked in rain water, hold your bag closer to you so that it won't get wet and blablablabla.
my morning was... well... may i say, spoiled? thanks for being so forgetful and careless. my classmate's thumbdrive is somewhere out there, i freakin don't know where it is now. called my roommate and asked her a favour to see if there's a thumbdrive in my bag. the answer was no. tried to search at B6, nehhh, it wasn't there. where on earth could it be?

Friday, July 31, 2009

come again another day

this is sad, not only me but i'm sure that others are sad too. my fellow course mates and i will be going back to merbok, either today or tomorrow. as for me, i'm going back tomorrow, boarding the 4pm bus at pudu ;( i have to appriciate holidays even more. wake up and get up, it's time to face the other half of the semester in two days time.
have a safe journey people :)
like zalik said, 1 week feels like 24 hours. hey i do agree with you girl =/ i hate it when holiday has to come to an end ;(

Thursday, July 30, 2009

biting my teeth together

card in, pressed the related buttons. BAM! money honey is in! HAHA. yaa bebeh yaah!

Monday, July 27, 2009

they're the attractive ones, can't stop i guess

maybe being this way brings out the unexpected? God knows.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

little miss splendid

happy birthday alin! wishing you all the best in life, have a wonderful day syg. we love you kacangggg. hehe ;PPP

Saturday, July 25, 2009


one day ain't enough

morning! ok not so morning.

yesterday i went out with cinda, nurul and her ex to town. the sale is hereee! ya bebeh! i bought myself a cardi and shades, waittt, shades again???? nurul and i bought the same type of shades but different colour. adoi have to stop purchasing the same type of shades. wanted to buy a pair of glads, lastly i refused because of the soles, afraid that they'll be slippery after wearing them constanly. i didn't manage to buy either that L sized blue top or that M sized yellow top because the blue one's left only L and i already have yellow colour =/ both tops are niceeeee dammit! thanks for being sooo cerewet!

hung out at cinda's place till 10 and she sent me home along with the acompany of boy and his friends. she'll be starting her class next week, luckily we got to hang out together even just for a day ;) syaff and hani are coming back as well. it seems that all the uitm state campuses were closed down due to the H1N1 case.

Friday, July 24, 2009

let's start the holidays shall we

home sweet home!
alhamdulillah, i reached duta around 4.30am. i don't understand why the bus driver doesn't wanna drive into the station, hmm it's too dangerous to drop the passengers at the side of the road eventhough it's near the station at this hour. i didn't expect to reach here thattt early. before boarding, i even set a reminder on not forgetting to take my bag from the bottom of the bus. hehe. God know's how careless and clumsy i am. okayy gotta go now, i'm having beef kuay teow for breakfast today. lapaaar naaaaa.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

slow down for a minute

i need a freaking rest from thinking and soaking my eyes with sodium chloride. therefore, jumped down from the top of the dubble deck bed, go online and munched a few wafer cubes just to give me some glitter to blog.
yes! mtc 016 is over! *lek la baru test,belum final* whatever it is, it feels like exam is over back in high school =) hmm we had our examination in class during those bittersweet teenage years back in 2004-2008. yea i did copy cat sometimes, don't you? giving signals for answers, whispering to friends that sat beside us, syok sendiri and not to forget, transforming into miss sleeping beauty after answering those questions is a must! haha.

cause this is thriller, thriller night

a super thrillinggg jacket of his. how does it feel like if one gets to own this?

Friday, July 17, 2009

it's like going in and coming out from your head

although i don't feel like studying m'sia gov and politics, i have to. i just have to force myself to look at the slides and my-not-interesting-at-all notes.thank God we don't have to study this for the next 2 sems. seriously, it's super boring. it's like back to sejarah tingkatan 1-5 bebeh, therefore 6 years of boring history. shitto i'm not a big fan of it. too bad =/

Thursday, July 16, 2009

frankly speaking,
i miss the way things used to be ;(

however, i'm waiting for the colours to come and rejuvante me.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

before i say bye bye to the moon

the mid term holiday is just about two weeks away! yeah! not to forget, can't wait for the bantuan asasi allowance to be banked in! yahuu! ;)

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

the acquaintance song

hello ladies and gents
instead of waiting and get all tensed up over the freaking lousy internet connection in my room, i grabbed the golden opportunity and went in the BK room not far from my room just to go online and update some stuff. *damn i feel like going to the toilet now but nevermind*
yesterday ayie, my classmate left for maktab for good to pursue his dream in becoming a teacher ;/ haqim was tremandously sad about this. yeah the both of them were roommates and no doubt they are very close, indeed.

if you are reading this ayie,
take good care of yourself, good luck in everything, be strong, stand up and be a good teacher in future. amin. ;)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

a fresh start

everybody has came back from their break. freshies will begin their new life today.
ice breaking sessions, what books to buy, and the list goes on and on.....
the main road to the academic block used to be spacious but now, not anymore. God oh God, the foodcourt, it's going to be superrr duperrr pack until at night mann! horror it seems.

at first i saw najwa at the foodcourt, she told me that hani was there too. yeah i saw her paying for her food (or taking the fork and spoon hah?). she was in pink baju kurung, pretty in pink bebeh ;))) so, we sat down and had lunch together. by the way, pn sarirah isn't here, therefore... no mtc 016 for today. jyeahhh!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

a few kilograms added

yeah! bel 130 has been cancelled, therefore i'm here in my room, feeling sleepy and hungry at this hour. three of my classmates are going back to kl today.

just called haslinda just now and talked about what has been lying underneath this flesh and how difficult things are here and there. nothing is easy in this world, which is absolutely,doubtlessly true. two more weeks to go and what have i accomplished? none? that's sad.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

back to business

back at kedah people ;)

before we leave, i went to max value with my parents to buy some snacks. waffers and biscuits, these are the essential snacks to keep me aliveeeee! haha. and when i feel fat, he has to listen to my complains. it happens all the time right syg? HAHA. oh yes,i've gained 4 kgs. yes, four "lovelayy" kgs. it's difficult to say no to rice here. hmphhhh. i brought many things from home. printer, laptop,clothes... went home with one bag, came back with three bags XD

today is the registration day for the diploma students. God know's the amount of freshies here. i'm going to visit hani soon at mahsuri F1;) zalik's room is located at masria M2,the same block as mine.

i was shocked about the death of the great michael jackson when my father told me about it yesterday morning.
rest in peace MJ.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

a very fast one

rindu and i will be going home tommorow night ;))
she'll be going back to melaka, as for me, i'll be heading to menjalara. on this saturday, the 27th of june, i'll be meeting hani,zalik and najwa here in uitm kedah. aku jadi penyambut tetamu korang la nanti ;))) hehehe

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

be kind,rewind

he was a punk, she did ballet, what more can i say?

p/s: sambung pliiishhhhhh

hey lazy morning

I'm free from lessons today! yahooo! both of my lecturers are not around, we've already replaced bel120 last week and now left bel130 and mtc digi. two more replacements to go bebeh! be patient... look at the bright side...
i'm alone in my room now, my roommates left me here at 10am. hmmm lets see,what shall i do to occupy my time. supposely, munir (classmate) and i have to search for the mexica
n culture at the library but instead of heading there, we headed to the cafeteria. ya la, it was about 20 minutes to 11.50am (class ends) and we won't be going back to class anymore. haha see,there goes another delay ;PPP whatever it is, i'm gonna get it done by today.

today so free mah ;P

Sunday, June 21, 2009

love them,cherish them


Wednesday, June 17, 2009

curtain closed

our small talent show went well yesterday. good job people ;P haha. our group came up 2nd but that was okay ;)) aim,one of our group members,whom potrayed mak senah got the best actor title.yeahh clap clap clap ;)
since there wasn't any lecture going on at ds1,we decided to make use of that lecture hall for our little drama ;P fun huh?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

oh mat jenin

for bel 012 today, we are going to have a little talent show that miss aisha required us to get involve in. the script was done,backgrounds checked! so...actors and actresses, are you guys ready for the show at 2.10pm? haha

Sunday, June 14, 2009


i'm currently having csc 134(comp science) here in mk7
i was searching for it at the wrong place before i was here, i thought that mk7 was at the HEP building but my expectation turned me down (drama sikit).
yeah... climbed up to the forth floor and found out that mk7 wasn't there,there were only mk1,2 and 3 on that particular floor.

p/s: hey i know you're glad to hear that i've accidentally exercised today I. haha

Saturday, June 13, 2009


rin posted about hunger this afternoon
okay,now i'm freaking hungry
we are waiting for mylea to come back,she's bringing us cakes. faster laa girl,all of us are in hunger right now ;P

Friday, June 12, 2009

put your ass to work

it is our second week of class and everything went well. i'm starting to feel comfortable with my classmates. talking about classmates,i love bothering haiza,yeahh she is hilarious ok. she calls me nek instead of nat, as if i'm thatttt old. hahaha. well haiza,nice to know you girl ;) aku tunggu mu kirim cek mek tau ;P

here comes the group work...
firstly, for mtc016, we were all divided into 3 groups. 10 people per group. our assignment is due on august. next, for mtc012, my group will be doing 'law as rules' for presentation and assignment. the assignment is due before the mid term break. erkkkk this is too soooon. apart from that, we have test before the break,hmphhhhh.

let me conclude this by saying that this ain't high school anymore,where you've been spoon fed. hmmph lots and lots of reading to do.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

stary stary night

burp! excuse me.ahaa
just had my dinner with un ,ira and syuhada at the food court. yeah... it's just the 3 of us tonight. unfortunately, rin,alin and mylea are not here to spend the weekday and weekend with us. i'm at the nearby cc right now, thank God it isn't far away from the hostel.

Monday, June 1, 2009

in the lab


how are you?
i haven't been blogging since i came here (uitm kedah). my first day here was abit hard for me, yeah i thought about going home when i'm eating, like they said, HOMESICK ;( but as time passed by, alhamdulillah everything is fine here ;) the town is just 20 minutes away from here, which is pretty convenient okayyyy =)) i made friends from different states and learnt some of their loghat ;) no doubt,it was fun here ;)))

i started my first day as a freshman yesterday. HAHA. btw,i'll update later if i have the chance. got to get back to my room. dadadaaaaa ;))))

Friday, May 22, 2009

from kedah with love

alhamdulillah,we've reached sungai petani around 12 pm. it was a five hours drive from kuala lumpur. we did stop by at tapah and had our breakfast there. we put up a night at swiss hotel and guess what, they only provide wireless at the hotel lobby instead of the rooms.hmphhh how dissapointing was that =/ yeah right now,i'm at the lobby,typing out what we've done today. in the evening, we went and surveyed the uitm campus at merbok. the campus was just 20 minutes away from this hotel. overall, no doubt the campus is wayyyy better than the one in shah alam. it was wide and pleasant ;) no offence, uitm shah alam is crowded =/

hmmm seriously, i'm starting to miss my house and i want to come back home! :((

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i like ;)

shut up and put your money where your mouth is,
that's what you get for waking up in vegas.
get up and shake the glitter off your clothes now,
that's what you get for waking up in vegas ;)

Sunday, May 17, 2009


to be frank, my time is running out! ugh! have to get all the required stuff before i leave. bahhhhh!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

fei fei leh?

she's sooo cute,ain't she people? ;P this is my favourite picture of miss b. i'm glad that she's one chubby little infant :D HEEHEE

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

everything in one day

my father took a day off and decided to get everything done by today. together,we've already accomplised four major agendas which are bringing me for my medical check up,pay the U fee, open an account in bank islam and last but not least, get all the agreement forms regarding the loan stamped. surprisingly, haslinda went and did her x-ray and stamping today. so i got the chance to meet her for barely 2 minutes at the LHDN stamping office. it was pretty crowded inside but we managed to get all the agreement forms stamped without sitting there waiting for our number to be called. *thanks to this worker at counter 15 :D*

after that, we went to ikano and paid the bills at the post office. luckily there were not many people over there compared to the outlet at metro prima. hell yeah that outlet was damn bloody crowded until my father decided to leave that place for good. no point in wasting time. ok...i finally have my own luggage for U. i chosed the biggest one and he was like,"are you sure?" and my reply was,"yes, so that i can chuck everything inside."

p/s: waiting for mom to come back,have to go take pictures la. adeyh

the temperature is rising


Sunday, May 10, 2009

dead bored

nothing much today
the day today seems like any other boring day
i'm on my bed
i'm gonna miss sleeping on it one day
i'm typing out word by word
this is what i've been doing everyday,typing and typing
the weather is so hot and the room is like an oven to me
the ray of the sun penetrates through the window and brightens up this room
bright and dark
dark and bright

once a year

happy mother's day to all mothers out there :)

Saturday, May 9, 2009

swing me back and forth

i've been experiencing mood swings lately. tension la,emotional la,cried over nonsense la,angry la,can't accept the fact la. grrr la and la and la

Friday, May 8, 2009

where did the bliss go?

i'll be off to kedah on the 23th of may with my BELONGINGS. humph! i thought i only need to bring my body together with my soul and documents along on that day. this is no good news man,this is bad news,like a BAD one! i'm not ready for books,i'm not ready for U! guess i have to postpone my driving lessons and continue learning when i come home during the holidays. can't this be any worse? hell yes i'm frustrated about this.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

time tells

time is ticking out,
speech is speechless,
i wonder where will this lead to,
will this lead an alley of ignorence?
or will this lead to an alley of a thousand words?

so much to do,so little time

hmmphhh angah,abang ramzey,miss chubby a.k.a miss b and rayray are leaving for dubai today,FOR GOOD :(
i'm gonna miss them.
this house is gonna be boring,dull and definitely won't be as noisy like it used to be. so the three of us-paa,mii and i will be living together under one roof =/ when both of my parents go to work, i'll be on my own here again just like those days.

on the month of july,i'll be leaving for kedah to pursue my studies,hmphhh. in conclusion 3-1=2. to be completely honest with you, i don't have that kind of enthusiasm in me to start studying. i'm not fully prepare to put my brain to work. all i want is extra relaxation,i know i've been relaxing for months and now it's time for me to face new challenges in the next level. i've already printed out all the forms regarding the uitm registration and loan. and now, i have to fill up the forms, photostat a few documents and arrange everything in order and that's it, i'm done. well it seems like these things will keep me busy ;P

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


cam nazak je blog aku ni

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


i cut off a few centimeters of my fringe and i screwed up! shitty shit =//

Sunday, May 3, 2009

day dreaming

hey hello again
home sweet home...FINALLY!

ok let me get this straight,my so called vacation was a failure and yeah i'm gladddd to be home, gladdd to sleep on my own bed again ;)))
my first day was pretty screwed up, i left my hair clip in the car and i my novel in the trolley at the airport. hmpphh this shows how forgetfullll and carelessss i am. i planned to finish the novel in 4 days time but unfortunately my plan doesn't turned out to be this way. a few more chapters to go and i'm done with it. hmphh....... so instead of spending another rm22 on the same book, i rather go read up the sysnopsis on wikipedia (pheww,thanks wiki).

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

off we go

yes! i will be leaving for sabah today with both of my parents (a vacation at last,thank you!) ;) we'll be spending our time there for 4 days and 3 nights, how great is that huh. gahh can't wait to witness the beach and indulge the seafood!

cloths? check!
toiletries? erk... will pack them before i leave the house, i need to set a reminder about this.
songs? check!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

what if i don't stop?

i used to say no to this choc when i was a kid. but now,not anymore. my
taste bud has changed and i began to love it! ;))) thanks pa for requesting this choc when both mommy and angah were at dubai. pada peringkat awalnya tak sedap, tapi lama kelamaan dia sedap pula (bagi aku la kan) ;P

Saturday, April 25, 2009

oh yes

so i spent the whole day with hani and syaff at pwtc and pavi. there was a book fair held at pwtc and it has been going on for 2 weeks. of course we went there for the novels, to be specific, love novels. on second thought, i don't think i should be purchasing any novel for now because i have two more at home,waiting for me to finish them up. hm too bad linda can't join us today because she has to attend a birthday party. *esok insyaAllah kita keluar ehh,hehe*

okayyyy lets move on to the next one shall we?

we watched jangan tegur (another horror movie for this week) and it was hmm well okay laa. no doubt it was a heart pounding one. we found it rib tickling towards the end. syaff was like, "comel la( the demon's voice)" and hani was like,"gatal hantu ni (it stuck it's tongue out and licked up and down) !". HAHAHA

there was a slight difference today,
i purposely wore heels. God knows how i walked. HAHAHA.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

... ...

afraid that you might be late for something,anything?

Monday, April 20, 2009


it's a dream come true if i get to own these raybans, they are my all time favourites.

Monday, April 13, 2009

sink into the chapters

a cup of warm milo
a slice of bread together with cheese
and a good book to start with are all i need to occupy my night

Sunday, April 12, 2009

long time no see girl

i found her on the kitchen floor, shirtless! i can't remember where i kept my barbie dolls, all i remember was keeping them in a shoe box. emm i think rayboy found her somewhere and just abandoned her on the floor. HAHA

bad hair day

poor thing, who bit her nose off?

Saturday, April 11, 2009

an aging moon

right after the full moon caught my eyes, i quickly grabbed the camera from the table and took a number of shots of it. this time, i'll make sure that i won't miss snapping this beautiful creation by God before it changes it's shape from time to time.

P/S: it's small and err blur? i know ;P