one week has passed, time flies huh? class has started, a few lectures were cancelled due to the absence of my lecturers, which means we'll be having replacement classes soon. i'm not satisfied with the timetable, baddd timing, imbalance.
the clock says it's 4.32am, time to shut my eyes. good morning to you saturday, good night to me.
all i want to do now is to jump off from the rooftop and scream this frustration out from this body and soul of mine and let the strong wind blow it away so that it'll never ever hit me again. of course, to live again after the jump.
after 6 months hiatus, i finally get to step on the three pedals legally and move the machine which is the car. hoho. at first, went round and round bandar sri damansara and next, vooooooommmmmmmmm off we go to the highway. gelabah, yes of course, especially when it comes to turning. i even fail at playing racing games, nak kona je langgar. wth? kawalan stering tak cun, nevermind, can practice.
"They're selling postcards of the hanging
They're painting the passports brown
The beauty parlor is filled with sailors
The circus is in town
Here comes the blind commissioner
They've got him in a trance
One hand is tied to the tight-rope walker
The other is in his pants
And the riot squad they're restless
They need somewhere to go
As lady and I look out tonight
my blog's been sleeping for days, thanks to the owner for being emmm clueless in these few days? just a quick one here, addyn a.k.a miss chabbyyy a.k.a miss b. digeidgedi i bet that you smell masam-masam now, masam-mer than asam. hahahehe :D
alhamdulillah, just arrived safely here in kl, manjakularara. it's been quite a long journey and for d and mi, i really appriciate that the both of you came from far to fetch me home :) love the both of you, always. well... so many things to be unpacked, hmmm... later.
lets recall the last two weeks at melbok -
bebi ngat ehhhhhh!
jagung jagung mari makan jagung
"kentot kau busuk la nok!" said un to rin.
kalau dah tension dgn 016, maka VM la jawapannya. tada!
things were packed and i'm waiting for my beloved parents to come. yeah! the semester break is finally here. home is where i wanna be now. so no books for 5 weeks (the best part), just relax and oh well yeah relax.
here's to all of you,
happy holiday, have a safe journey and take care :) till we meet again
dealing with what's left inside oh God please prove that my thoughts are wrong tasting misery at this moment isn't what i want, i swear i just hope that things go smoothly the old days are the days that i longed for
have you ever came across people who always worry like shit about things and lastly they find out that the things that they're worried about turn out to be emm fine and unnecessary to be worried? do they fancy carrying this kind of behaviour with them?
it never do me any good by keeping it and not letting it fly away. it keeps playing around my mind and now i've managed to reduce it bit by bit. examination is just 24 hrs away and i haven't swallowed down everything. ok, i know, no point complaining blablabla. i'll try my best to read up csc tonight, a few more lifeless chapters to go. goodluck nanate.
oh-oh-oh balik kampung! headed back to melaka like we used to do every raya. unfortunately my sister and her family were not here to celebrate raya with us because they're currently at dubai, we miss you :(. nenek's dishes were very delicious indeed (always) especially kari ayam. wulala! i'm very found of rendang this year, don't know why. just can't get enough of it ;)
wah d, very busy eh? haha
yazmin batrisha (if i'm not mistaken with the spelling) ;) my mak su's first baby
i found out my phone went missing when the train stopped at kl sentral, my heart started to beat fast. i was shock. now, at this moment, i begin to feel how much i miss my phone. it was a gift from my father for my pmr result and now it vanished, just like that, in a blink of an eye. the last person whom i've texted to was my father-"i'm waiting for the train". it has been with me for 2-3 years of ups and downs. hmm seriously i miss it so fucking much! maybe someone took it OR maybe it fell off. hurgh i just wanna get over this feeling asap.
current hobby : studying hardly fr my finals, yeah! (hipokrit HAHA) fav food : wawww! i'm speechless when it comes to this sebab gelojoh sgt tgh mkn. hahaha. no wonder i'm fat :P
fav drink : sama ngan rda, ada kena mengena ngan cincau i loike. ;P things u regret the most : answering this survey thingy bcs rin nok asked us to. hahaha. gurau la nonok whom the last person u texted with : awek yg buat assignment kt library di sana. muah! colour of shirt u r wearing now : orangeeee who sits next to u : yaa know them, don't cha? ;) songs u are currently listening to : ok la semua dgr the beatles, aku dgr la lagu dr anak john lennon- tomorrow
animal u like : hush puppies. hehehe. kalau boleh nak jadikan dia bantal aku. what is the thing u really want in ur life : to excel, have a good career and husband, and and and children ;))
things u just bought : hair cream what do u want to do next : buka puasa! buka puasa! buka puasa! *sabar laa nok nat*
who is on ur mind now : anda, kau, kamu, you, them, they. haha what makes u smile and laugh?: alaaa please la, korang tahu kan sapaa korang. pleaseeee laa weyhhh, aku mohon. haha
is that me? just wondering *muka tgh bajet innocent*
went to jln TAR yesterday with my mom to go look for baju kurung for the upcoming raya. went in and out of the shops and finally saw one that caught my eyes. it was outside along the road and it goes perfectly with the datin necklace that i've bought 2 weeks ago ;) haven't bought a pair of sandals yet, so rda, oohhhhh rda... yuhuuu... lets go hunt for the meletopppp gladss that we saw in vincci's catalogue! sumpahhhhh meletopppppp!
it's saturday morning, my parents went to work and i'm all alone here. hmm well let's see... borrowed dvds from my sis in law yesterday, planned to watch all of them by this week so that i could kill my time honey. i don't feel like going out but i feel like going out. hm ... guess i'll just give cinda a call later and ask whether she still wants to go out or not. ok, gotta hang the clothes now. dadada
mtc 012 test has ended. yeah i'm glad, we're glad. luckily we've discussed one of the past year's questions with one of our seniors and guess what, that was the exact question that came out. great huh? at least we have a rough idea on how to answer nokkkkk. but time wasn't enough for us though.
do you know what i feel like doing right now? in case you can't guess let me just tell you that i feel like skipping bel 130 and sleep! skipped csc for 3 freakin times and i can't do it no more, and if i continue skipping, then i have to face the music. ugh God knows how boring and lame csc could be!
"And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very very, Mad world."
thanks to dyla for transferring this song into my thumdrive. i love it :))
oh howww inconvinient it is to go to class when it's raining. get your pants soaked in rain water, hold your bag closer to you so that it won't get wet and blablablabla. my morning was... well... may i say, spoiled? thanks for being so forgetful and careless. my classmate's thumbdrive is somewhere out there, i freakin don't know where it is now. called my roommate and asked her a favour to see if there's a thumbdrive in my bag. the answer was no. tried to search at B6, nehhh, it wasn't there. where on earth could it be?
haiyaya... this is sad, not only me but i'm sure that others are sad too. my fellow course mates and i will be going back to merbok, either today or tomorrow. as for me, i'm going back tomorrow, boarding the 4pm bus at pudu ;( haih...now i have to appriciate holidays even more. wake up and get up, it's time to face the other half of the semester in two days time.
have a safe journey people :)
like zalik said, 1 week feels like 24 hours. hey i do agree with you girl =/ i hate it when holiday has to come to an end ;(
yesterday i went out with cinda, nurul and her ex to town. the sale is hereee! ya bebeh! i bought myself a cardi and shades, waittt, shades again???? nurul and i bought the same type of shades but different colour. adoi have to stop purchasing the same type of shades. wanted to buy a pair of glads, lastly i refused because of the soles, afraid that they'll be slippery after wearing them constanly. i didn't manage to buy either that L sized blue top or that M sized yellow top because the blue one's left only L and i already have yellow colour =/ both tops are niceeeee dammit! thanks for being sooo cerewet!
hung out at cinda's place till 10 and she sent me home along with the acompany of boy and his friends. she'll be starting her class next week, luckily we got to hang out together even just for a day ;) syaff and hani are coming back as well. it seems that all the uitm state campuses were closed down due to the H1N1 case.
home sweet home! alhamdulillah, i reached duta around 4.30am. i don't understand why the bus driver doesn't wanna drive into the station, hmm it's too dangerous to drop the passengers at the side of the road eventhough it's near the station at this hour. i didn't expect to reach here thattt early. before boarding, i even set a reminder on not forgetting to take my bag from the bottom of the bus. hehe. God know's how careless and clumsy i am. okayy gotta go now, i'm having beef kuay teow for breakfast today. lapaaar naaaaa.
i need a freaking rest from thinking and soaking my eyes with sodium chloride. therefore, jumped down from the top of the dubble deck bed, go online and munched a few wafer cubes just to give me some glitter to blog.
yes! mtc 016 is over! *lek la baru test,belum final* whatever it is, it feels like exam is over back in high school =) hmm we had our examination in class during those bittersweet teenage years back in 2004-2008. yea i did copy cat sometimes, don't you? giving signals for answers, whispering to friends that sat beside us, syok sendiri and not to forget, transforming into miss sleeping beauty after answering those questions is a must! haha.
although i don't feel like studying m'sia gov and politics, i have to. i just have to force myself to look at the slides and my-not-interesting-at-all notes.thank God we don't have to study this for the next 2 sems. seriously, it's super boring. it's like back to sejarah tingkatan 1-5 bebeh, therefore 6 years of boring history. shitto i'm not a big fan of it. too bad =/
instead of waiting and get all tensed up over the freaking lousy internet connection in my room, i grabbed the golden opportunity and went in the BK room not far from my room just to go online and update some stuff. *damn i feel like going to the toilet now but nevermind*
yesterday ayie, my classmate left for maktab for good to pursue his dream in becoming a teacher ;/ haqim was tremandously sad about this. yeah the both of them were roommates and no doubt they are very close, indeed.
if you are reading this ayie, take good care of yourself, good luck in everything, be strong, stand up and be a good teacher in future. amin. ;)
everybody has came back from their break. freshies will begin their new life today. ice breaking sessions, what books to buy, and the list goes on and on..... the main road to the academic block used to be spacious but now, not anymore. God oh God, the foodcourt, it's going to be superrr duperrr pack until at night mann! horror it seems.
at first i saw najwa at the foodcourt, she told me that hani was there too. yeah i saw her paying for her food (or taking the fork and spoon hah?). she was in pink baju kurung, pretty in pink bebeh ;))) so, we sat down and had lunch together. by the way, pn sarirah isn't here, therefore... no mtc 016 for today. jyeahhh!
yeah! bel 130 has been cancelled, therefore i'm here in my room, feeling sleepy and hungry at this hour. three of my classmates are going back to kl today.
just called haslinda just now and talked about what has been lying underneath this flesh and how difficult things are here and there. nothing is easy in this world, which is absolutely,doubtlessly true. two more weeks to go and what have i accomplished? none? that's sad.
before we leave, i went to max value with my parents to buy some snacks. waffers and biscuits, these are the essential snacks to keep me aliveeeee! haha. and when i feel fat, he has to listen to my complains. it happens all the time right syg? HAHA. oh yes,i've gained 4 kgs. yes, four "lovelayy" kgs. it's difficult to say no to rice here. hmphhhh. i brought many things from home. printer, laptop,clothes... went home with one bag, came back with three bags XD
today is the registration day for the diploma students. God know's the amount of freshies here. i'm going to visit hani soon at mahsuri F1;) zalik's room is located at masria M2,the same block as mine.
i was shocked about the death of the great michael jackson when my father told me about it yesterday morning.
rindu and i will be going home tommorow night ;)) she'll be going back to melaka, as for me, i'll be heading to menjalara. on this saturday, the 27th of june, i'll be meeting hani,zalik and najwa here in uitm kedah. aku jadi penyambut tetamu korang la nanti ;))) hehehe
I'm free from lessons today! yahooo! both of my lecturers are not around, we've already replaced bel120 last week and now left bel130 and mtc digi. two more replacements to go bebeh! be patient... look at the bright side... i'm alone in my room now, my roommates left me here at 10am. hmmm lets see,what shall i do to occupy my time. supposely, munir (classmate) and i have to search for the mexican culture at the library but instead of heading there, we headed to the cafeteria. ya la, it was about 20 minutes to 11.50am (class ends) and we won't be going back to class anymore. haha see,there goes another delay ;PPP whatever it is, i'm gonna get it done by today. today so free mah ;P
our small talent show went well yesterday. good job people ;P haha. our group came up 2nd but that was okay ;)) aim,one of our group members,whom potrayed mak senah got the best actor title.yeahh clap clap clap ;) since there wasn't any lecture going on at ds1,we decided to make use of that lecture hall for our little drama ;P fun huh?
for bel 012 today, we are going to have a little talent show that miss aisha required us to get involve in. the script was done,backgrounds checked! so...actors and actresses, are you guys ready for the show at 2.10pm? haha
i'm currently having csc 134(comp science) here in mk7 i was searching for it at the wrong place before i was here, i thought that mk7 was at the HEP building but my expectation turned me down (drama sikit). yeah... climbed up to the forth floor and found out that mk7 wasn't there,there were only mk1,2 and 3 on that particular floor.
p/s: hey i know you're glad to hear that i've accidentally exercised today I. haha
it is our second week of class and everything went well. i'm starting to feel comfortable with my classmates. talking about classmates,i love bothering haiza,yeahh she is hilarious ok. she calls me nek instead of nat, as if i'm thatttt old. hahaha. well haiza,nice to know you girl ;) aku tunggu mu kirim cek mek tau ;P
here comes the group work... firstly, for mtc016, we were all divided into 3 groups. 10 people per group. our assignment is due on august. next, for mtc012, my group will be doing 'law as rules' for presentation and assignment. the assignment is due before the mid term break. erkkkk this is too soooon. apart from that, we have test before the break,hmphhhhh.
let me conclude this by saying that this ain't high school anymore,where you've been spoon fed. hmmph lots and lots of reading to do.
burp! excuse me.ahaa just had my dinner with un ,ira and syuhada at the food court. yeah... it's just the 3 of us tonight. unfortunately, rin,alin and mylea are not here to spend the weekday and weekend with us. i'm at the nearby cc right now, thank God it isn't far away from the hostel.
how are you? i haven't been blogging since i came here (uitm kedah). my first day here was abit hard for me, yeah i thought about going home when i'm eating, like they said, HOMESICK ;( but as time passed by, alhamdulillah everything is fine here ;) the town is just 20 minutes away from here, which is pretty convenient okayyyy =)) i made friends from different states and learnt some of their loghat ;) no doubt,it was fun here ;)))
i started my first day as a freshman yesterday. HAHA. btw,i'll update later if i have the chance. got to get back to my room. dadadaaaaa ;))))
alhamdulillah,we've reached sungai petani around 12 pm. it was a five hours drive from kuala lumpur. we did stop by at tapah and had our breakfast there. we put up a night at swiss hotel and guess what, they only provide wireless at the hotel lobby instead of the rooms.hmphhh how dissapointing was that =/ yeah right now,i'm at the lobby,typing out what we've done today. in the evening, we went and surveyed the uitm campus at merbok. the campus was just 20 minutes away from this hotel. overall, no doubt the campus is wayyyy better than the one in shah alam. it was wide and pleasant ;) no offence, uitm shah alam is crowded =/
hmmm seriously, i'm starting to miss my house and i want to come back home! :((
my father took a day off and decided to get everything done by today. together,we've already accomplised four major agendas which are bringing me for my medical check up,pay the U fee, open an account in bank islam and last but not least, get all the agreement forms regarding the loan stamped. surprisingly, haslinda went and did her x-ray and stamping today. so i got the chance to meet her for barely 2 minutes at the LHDN stamping office. it was pretty crowded inside but we managed to get all the agreement forms stamped without sitting there waiting for our number to be called. *thanks to this worker at counter 15 :D*
after that, we went to ikano and paid the bills at the post office. luckily there were not many people over there compared to the outlet at metro prima. hell yeah that outlet was damn bloody crowded until my father decided to leave that place for good. no point in wasting time. ok...i finally have my own luggage for U. i chosed the biggest one and he was like,"are you sure?" and my reply was,"yes, so that i can chuck everything inside."
p/s: waiting for mom to come back,have to go take pictures la. adeyh
nothing much today the day today seems like any other boring day i'm on my bed i'm gonna miss sleeping on it one day i'm typing out word by word this is what i've been doing everyday,typing and typing the weather is so hot and the room is like an oven to me the ray of the sun penetrates through the window and brightens up this room bright and dark dark and bright
dammit! i'll be off to kedah on the 23th of may with my BELONGINGS. humph! i thought i only need to bring my body together with my soul and documents along on that day. this is no good news man,this is bad news,like a BAD one! i'm not ready for books,i'm not ready for U! guess i have to postpone my driving lessons and continue learning when i come home during the holidays. can't this be any worse? hell yes i'm frustrated about this.
hmmphhh angah,abang ramzey,miss chubby a.k.a miss b and rayray are leaving for dubai today,FOR GOOD :( i'm gonna miss them. this house is gonna be boring,dull and definitely won't be as noisy like it used to be. so the three of us-paa,mii and i will be living together under one roof =/ when both of my parents go to work, i'll be on my own here again just like those days.
on the month of july,i'll be leaving for kedah to pursue my studies,hmphhh. in conclusion 3-1=2. to be completely honest with you, i don't have that kind of enthusiasm in me to start studying. i'm not fully prepare to put my brain to work. all i want is extra relaxation,i know i've been relaxing for months and now it's time for me to face new challenges in the next level. i've already printed out all the forms regarding the uitm registration and loan. and now, i have to fill up the forms, photostat a few documents and arrange everything in order and that's it, i'm done. well it seems like these things will keep me busy ;P
ok let me get this straight,my so called vacation was a failure and yeah i'm gladddd to be home, gladdd to sleep on my own bed again ;))) my first day was pretty screwed up, i left my hair clip in the car and i my novel in the trolley at the airport. hmpphh this shows how forgetfullll and carelessss i am. i planned to finish the novel in 4 days time but unfortunately my plan doesn't turned out to be this way. a few more chapters to go and i'm done with it. hmphh....... so instead of spending another rm22 on the same book, i rather go read up the sysnopsis on wikipedia (pheww,thanks wiki).
yes! i will be leaving for sabah today with both of my parents (a vacation at last,thank you!) ;) we'll be spending our time there for 4 days and 3 nights, how great is that huh. gahh can't wait to witness the beach and indulge the seafood!
toiletries? erk... will pack them before i leave the house, i need to set a reminder about this.
i used to say no to this choc when i was a kid. but now,not anymore. my
taste bud has changed and i began to love it! ;))) thanks pa for requesting this choc when both mommy and angah were at dubai. pada peringkat awalnya tak sedap, tapi lama kelamaan dia sedap pula (bagi aku la kan) ;P
so i spent the whole day with hani and syaff at pwtc and pavi. there was a book fair held at pwtc and it has been going on for 2 weeks. of course we went there for the novels, to be specific, love novels. on second thought, i don't think i should be purchasing any novel for now because i have two more at home,waiting for me to finish them up. hm too bad linda can't join us today because she has to attend a birthday party. *esok insyaAllah kita keluar ehh,hehe*
okayyyy lets move on to the next one shall we?
we watched jangan tegur (another horror movie for this week) and it was hmm well okay laa. no doubt it was a heart pounding one. we found it rib tickling towards the end. syaff was like, "comel la( the demon's voice)" and hani was like,"gatal hantu ni (it stuck it's tongue out and licked up and down) !". HAHAHA
there was a slight difference today, i purposely wore heels. God knows how i walked. HAHAHA.
i found her on the kitchen floor, shirtless! i can't remember where i kept my barbie dolls, all i remember was keeping them in a shoe box. emm i think rayboy found her somewhere and just abandoned her on the floor. HAHA
right after the full moon caught my eyes, i quickly grabbed the camera from the table and took a number of shots of it. this time, i'll make sure that i won't miss snapping this beautiful creation by God before it changes it's shape from time to time.