getting tougher

 

dealing with what's left inside
oh God please prove that my thoughts are wrong
tasting misery at this moment isn't what i want, i swear
i just hope that things go smoothly
the old days are the days that i longed for

free your mind

finals sudah mari. yeah cinda i'm with you now, overlapping again.
to part 1 students:

lek lek dlu, bru habis satu paper, sap kok dlu kan? haha.

have you ever came across people who always worry like shit about things and lastly they find out that the things that they're worried about turn out to be emm fine and unnecessary to be worried? do they fancy carrying this kind of behaviour with them?

it's happening in five,four, three, two, one

it never do me any good by keeping it and not letting it fly away. it keeps playing around my mind and now i've managed to reduce it bit by bit. examination is just 24 hrs away and i haven't swallowed down everything. ok, i know, no point complaining blablabla. i'll try my best to read up csc tonight, a few more lifeless chapters to go. goodluck nanate.

when i look at the pictures, there goes my old hair. hmm rindu rambut dulu. in the process of letting it grow back to normal. it's going to be a mess, wtv.

mommy, sis avice and cayleb

oh-oh-oh balik kampung! headed back to melaka like we used to do every raya. unfortunately my sister and her family were not here to celebrate raya with us because they're currently at dubai, we miss you :(. nenek's dishes were very delicious indeed (always) especially kari ayam. wulala! i'm very found of rendang this year, don't know why. just can't get enough of it ;)

wah d, very busy eh? haha

yazmin batrisha (if i'm not mistaken with the spelling) ;) my mak su's first baby

kalau mercun dah takda stok, maka main api je la

my cousin, nadhirah

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ;)

when it's gone forever

i found out my phone went missing when the train stopped at kl sentral, my heart started to beat fast. i was shock. now, at this moment, i begin to feel how much i miss my phone. it was a gift from my father for my pmr result and now it vanished, just like that, in a blink of an eye. the last person whom i've texted to was my father-"i'm waiting for the train". it has been with me for 2-3 years of ups and downs. hmm seriously i miss it so fucking much! maybe someone took it OR maybe it fell off. hurgh i just wanna get over this feeling asap.

fyi, still using the old number guys.

yaw yaw yaws

let's do it! uh-huh

current hobby :
studying hardly fr my finals, yeah! (hipokrit HAHA)

fav food :
wawww! i'm speechless when it comes to this sebab gelojoh sgt tgh mkn. hahaha. no wonder i'm fat :P

fav drink :
sama ngan rda, ada kena mengena ngan cincau i loike. ;P

things u regret the most :
answering this survey thingy bcs rin nok asked us to. hahaha. gurau la nonok

whom the last person u texted with :
awek yg buat assignment kt library di sana. muah!

colour of shirt u r wearing now :
orangeeee

who sits next to u :
yaa know them, don't cha? ;)

songs u are currently listening to :
ok la semua dgr the beatles, aku dgr la lagu dr anak john lennon- tomorrow

animal u like :
hush puppies. hehehe. kalau boleh nak jadikan dia bantal aku.

what is the thing u really want in ur life :
to excel, have a good career and husband, and and and children ;))

things u just bought :
hair cream

what do u want to do next :
buka puasa! buka puasa! buka puasa! *sabar laa nok nat*

who is on ur mind now :
anda, kau, kamu, you, them, they. haha

what makes u smile and laugh?:
alaaa please la, korang tahu kan sapaa korang. pleaseeee laa weyhhh, aku mohon. haha

is that me? just wondering *muka tgh bajet innocent*

wait for us you studs

went to jln TAR yesterday with my mom to go look for baju kurung for the upcoming raya. went in and out of the shops and finally saw one that caught my eyes. it was outside along the road and it goes perfectly with the datin necklace that i've bought 2 weeks ago ;) haven't bought a pair of sandals yet, so rda, oohhhhh rda... yuhuuu... lets go hunt for the meletopppp gladss that we saw in vincci's catalogue! sumpahhhhh meletopppppp!

just customized my blog. i changed the position and waw, i'll get used to it later. emm it kinda squeezed in a little, don't you think?

good morning folks

it's saturday morning,
my parents went to work and i'm all alone here. hmm well let's see... borrowed dvds from my sis in law yesterday, planned to watch all of them by this week so that i could kill my time honey. i don't feel like going out but i feel like going out. hm ... guess i'll just give cinda a call later and ask whether she still wants to go out or not.

ok, gotta hang the clothes now. dadada

two weeks later and another two weeks later

home again :D

the positive side ; 2 weeks off, yeah!

the negative side ; books and notes are calling my name, shitto -_-
finals maaaaaa, face it nat. do you have any choice? no.

here's the perfect date

congratulations to the newly couple :D
fs and akmal
wish you guys all the best and take care of each other with love and care yaa ;)
se-weeeeet ngat eh!

behind the scenes

we went to mk4 to take picture for our matrix card yesterday. before entering the room, we took a few shots just to test and see whether the facial expressions are okay or not. haha. batak, i know.

mohamad azrul haqim

rabiatul adawiyah

natalia harris thang

asmarina sakila

nur amalina

sounds lame? yeah okay

mtc 012 test has ended. yeah i'm glad, we're glad. luckily we've discussed one of the past year's questions with one of our seniors and guess what, that was the exact question that came out. great huh? at least we have a rough idea on how to answer nokkkkk. but time wasn't enough for us though.

do you know what i feel like doing right now? in case you can't guess let me just tell you that i feel like skipping bel 130 and sleep! skipped csc for 3 freakin times and i can't do it no more, and if i continue skipping, then i have to face the music. ugh God knows how boring and lame csc could be!

from jules to lambert

"And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world."

thanks to dyla for transferring this song into my thumdrive. i love it :))