like the sand in an hour glass

it feels like yesterday i just left merbok
it feels like yesterday i started my part time job as an operator
see how fast three months can fly
and tomorrow i'll get back to my full time job as a student

i'm tired. that's all.

du du du du

"I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else...but you" - Juno

the nature of this job

i started working as a mc delivery operator last week. after going through days of training and buddying with haslinda, we finally went online and actually started talking and assisting customersss. my goodness, what can i say about this job people, to tell you the truth, it ain't easy. in general, working ain't easy.

let's flash back to the first day, it was very stressful because i was unfamiliar with the system and the speech and i tend to get all nervous when it comes to talking to the customersss. yes, i'll have butterflies in my stomach when it comes to talking to people, eventhough i'm not actually looking at their faces. but as time passes by, my nervousness decreases bit by bit. you see, it is possible to come across good, polite or nice customers everyday, but it is impossible to receive every call from these type of customers. lady luck may not be with you all the time, you may have to deal with fucked up customers when the calls come to you. unfortunately, as an agent, you're not suppose to fire them back, your head will be on the chopping board waiting for it to be chopped if you do. you have to bare with their negative ions that you hate to accept with your ears. 

before i log off, i just wanna conclude that this is a part of my experience in life. by the way, we have one more month to go before we resign. ya Allah, please give us the strength to keep going. Amin.

maybe if we discover why the love hurts we'll never wanna leave

this opinion inside here

no offence, it is indeed annoying. it annoys me.

so, this is my journey.

today is my last day as a UiTM Merbok student and also a pre- law student. i've learnt so many things here, i've met wonderful people along the way. this is one of the experiences and moments that will stay in my mind, insyaAllah. 
take care my dear friends, hold on to your dreams and grab it!
i love you all and miss you all. 

it's like a never ending battle field

after all the ups and downs, left and right, we've finally finished our finals, to be exact, our asasi undang- undang. it's time to take a nice rest, relax, sleep, eat, dream etc.
p/s: pre-law dinner will be held tomorrow! ow yeahh!

hari terahkir berpuasa, esok dah raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN BUAT ANDA SEMUA DI LUAR SANA :)

malam masih muda

selamat, tidurlah... sayangku
siangkan tiba bercahaya

"korangggg last semmm" quoted from rda.

days and months have passed by like a speed of light, i've collected so many events along the way for the past one and a half years. sweet, bitter, sour, hot, everything blend into one.
unfortunately, today is the last day of our  final semester. sad to say, my or shall i say our satisfaction hasn't reach its fullest, three semesters aren't satisfying enough.

UiTM Kedah will always remain in one of my memories, insyaAllah it won't be forgetten :')

had strived for independence

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! 

HAPPY 53th MALAYSIA

this is well...

i'm caught in between options. i'm grabbing things with both of my hands.

bulan yang mulia

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan, selamat berpuasa :)

this house believes that...

it was my first time debating today. as usual, i tend to get nervous when i talk infront of people, even when i'm in the class, but i was not thattttt nervous in class :P of course, i always jumble up my words. good news is, our class ended up 5th, alhamdulillah :D today's experience is a preparation for the up coming assessment for BEL and i hope to be more relax when the time comes :) 

to my other team members and friends, thanks alot for everything :) it was one of the great experiences in this final semester :) this day is marked.

tensed as usual

i couldn't tell how i feel right now. curently, i'm very much influenced by the surrounding. it was okay at the first place and as time passed by it slowly embraced me.

days at langkasuka

a trip to be remembered, a moment to be remembered. i love you oulzzzzz :)

how do smart people work?

i need closure.

final hurdle

i have to hit the railway back to kedah tomorrow, this heart weights 100kg and my mind, body and soul refuse to be there. this is what i get when i pampered (not exactly) myself at home for quite long. i'm just counting down the hours and minutes. God, this is sadddddd, tomorrow will be downright sadddd, who knows i might cry again. will i be able to hold back this time? take a deep breath...

i wish to delete, refresh, press the restart button and never look back again. but how? too many things just pull me back

semua memori di dalam hidup ini tidak dapat digantikan dengan wang ringgit :' )

this brain won't stop working.

bigger nose

selesema selesema selesema makin kembang la hidung aku oi

i could tell from the minute i woke up, it was gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day...

p/s: i'm fucking bored, dunno what to do, ideas are dry.

keep repeating

what is on my mind now...

long hair long hair 
long hair long hair 
long hair long hair 
long hair long hair
long hair long hair
long hair long hair 
long hair long hair

looking all those old pictures brings back the old humorous memories. hahahaha :D

dupdapdupdap

oh god, no matter how soothing the songs sounded, they failed to bring down my anxiety :S

yup, MUET was no doubt difficult and yup i screwed up, i always screw things up.

i fear MUET and guess what, i haven't started doing exercises yet! like what the heck am i doing at home? if i don't fucking obtain a band 4 then i'm fucking dead. get what i'm sayin'?

ok, sleep now, recharge

how to sleep soundly? 
these eyes are wide awake

i saw your sister in the cornerstone

this video looks dull but i just love the song. i've been playing it over and over again :) definitely, i am impressed by this one.

what the hell is happening to my blog? gangguan teknikal ke apa?

for your entertainment

jyeahhh everyone is wearing fingerless gloves and a boombox can change the world! ;))

another year

happy birthday natalia, you are officially 19 now :D  time runs and i'm getting older. this will be the last year for me to taste my teenage years.


p/s: thanks for the birthday wishes buddies, i really appriciate them :)

i'm in a state of confusion, AGAIN.

heroes

they are my all-time favourite and i just couldn't get enough of them. they play a major role in my holidays :)

i went through a few of my older post in 2008 and 2009 and wow oh wow, i couldn't believe that i actually did blog that much. i'm keeping this blog of mine, so in the next 5 years when i look through what i've posted for 5 years,it'll give me the thrill :)

the soft-side of a millionaire is revealed :)

hello, typing from home :)

i was exhausted the whole day and now what? i can't shut my eyes and have a peaceful sleep?

oh i wish i could stop having negative mindsets. road blocks in the brain, difficulty in memorizing, what else? haa yes, going through every slides is boring.

p/s: the flowers are fresh :)

hey girls, fantasizing this huh? :)

what is it about?

well, i guess you are right about that.

yes, i tend to screw things up most of the time.

it messed me up, need a second to breathe

natalia harris thang likes this *thumbs up*

gosok mata

seperti baru bangun dari mimpi yang amat panjang...


okay, it's been a long time since i last blog. many things have happened within these two months and guess what, believe it or not, finals is just around the corner. not to forget, sem break is coming :D

good luck PI005 mates.

CHAPTER ONE

2010,Breathe In The New Day