final hurdle

i have to hit the railway back to kedah tomorrow, this heart weights 100kg and my mind, body and soul refuse to be there. this is what i get when i pampered (not exactly) myself at home for quite long. i'm just counting down the hours and minutes. God, this is sadddddd, tomorrow will be downright sadddd, who knows i might cry again. will i be able to hold back this time? take a deep breath...