i refilled my empty bottle

2012-01-22T15:31:00.002+08:00

2nd sem was unhealty. honestly. start fresh in sem 3.

updated

2012-01-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

hi hello. i wanna shout this out to the world- " TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO AND I'M DONE!" just finished my finance examination just now. what can i say, it wasn't being nice today. i'll just pray for the best and please , i don't wanna repeat any papers. Amin. in this semester, one thing came to my mind is that everything we do, we must have strategies. this semester was a mess, i'm glad it's about to end in a few days time. this holiday, i'll make sure that i'll utilize my days because its not a 4 month holiday this time.

Ya Allah, please, let those two upcoming papers be nice to us. Amin.

wrapped up

2011-12-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

hello "i refilled my empty bottle". this semester has been a really hectic one. i guess i was semester shocked. no need to complaint much because everyone of us goes through the same old thing, am i right? yes, i am right. Alhamdulillah, i managed to complete everything. goodluck everybody for your finals, may Allah shine on you.

be one

2011-12-17T01:57:00.000+08:00

when i open my eyes to greet a new day, i want to be professional unlike yesterday.

2011-12-16T18:28:00.001+08:00

lu langsi lu mati

facing reality

2011-09-03T01:26:00.001+08:00

a few more days to go, we degree people have to live our lives outside from our comfort zone. no doubt it'll be difficult for most of us to adjust ourselves to another different environment that we have left for 4 months in the first few days. but, when the momentum is there, yeah! that's it, the beat goes on too. hehe.

woooot raya!

2011-08-29T23:07:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin bloggers and visitors. :)

tskkk

2011-08-11T19:24:00.000+08:00

hm, although i am already twenty, i still act like a child. immature, always wanted things my way, like a child. you see, a child cries when he/she doesn't get what she/he wants. a child doesn't give a damn about the world and time. all he/she cares are toys, food and of course his/her own satisfaction.if unsatisfied, all a child do is get cranky and cry, cry, cry, cry and cry. why? because a child is good at that.

it's ramadhan. yeah!

2011-08-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan and selamat berpuasa :)

i felt one kind yesterday, knowing that we are going to fast today. it's a good feeling you know. we (pre law mates and i) used to celebrate ramadhan toghether since we had enroled ourselves in uitm merbok until last year. so, we had two ramadhans together total. hehe. i could still remember the moment when we have to bungkus our meals in a plastic tuppeware and just eat it from there. it was well, sad at that time because we were far away from home and of course it would be really nice to buka with our family members. after class, we would stopped by the pasar malam and buy food from there. sometimes, we decided to eat outside the campus instead, just to have a change. hehe. today, we are fasting at home, with our families. that moment will surely be missed and prelaw will forever be missed :)

and not to forget, it would also be great to have angah and her family around with us now ;( InsyaAllah we will have the chance to buka puasa together again one fine day when you guys are here.

huh?

2011-06-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just feel passive. i don't know what am i.

i'm liam, you're noel

2011-06-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

"But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever" - Oasis

tell me why

2011-06-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

hi, hello. how's life treating you guys who are in a holiday now? it's been a month now since i've came back home for my four months semester break and now i'm at home, going out and unemployed. i feel broke! i am indeed broke. and now i feel bored. what a boring post is this.

sepet doherty and kate mok

2011-05-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

it's about me and you from today onwards. thank you. i love you :)

semester 1 down

2011-05-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

semester 1- done. now i can sleep until my eyes and my head lebam, i can go online with ease, watch moviesssss (look at the S) when i feel like i want to because i hardly watch them, meet long time no see friends and perhaps work. :)

happy holidays people :D

sleep is the keyword

2011-04-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

i wanna i wanna i wanna go home. i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna be in this place. exam was toughfuh! unexpected questions. people stayed up to burn the midnight oil, i on the other hand slept so much. heihhh. i'm a slave for sleep. who doesn't like to sleep? don't blafff la. can't wait to end this misery. bye.

2011-04-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

ok, finals is just around the corner. 2 more weeks. so good luck. ok jom nangis. this is too fast.

2011-04-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

this is not a good week.

twenty

2011-04-01T12:38:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for allowing me to breathe for 20 years :)

kejap pun jadi lah

2011-03-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

*you see, this happens when you can flip the camera screen...*

we did a quick reunion just now :)
insyaAllah we will meet again this up coming semester break :)

p/s: azira hafiza, rabiatul adawiyah & aleya murad, wish you guys were there to join us :(

summary writing

2011-03-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

i've missed out on so many things now, because?
yes, because i rarely go online. let me make a quick summary about what happened here in UiTM Perak for the past few weeks.

test 1 started about two weeks ago. 2 tests in one week is hectic enough already. i wonder when is test 2 going to start? :/

so last week, HR freshies have to attend this camp called PARTICIPANT DEVELOPMENT PROGRAM aka PDP. it's compulsory and if you don't go, don't cha ever think of graduating. simple as that. it was a 3 days 2 nights camp and overall it was a tiring one and a memorable one. :) i'll give rempuh halangan a 5/5 although i didn't manage to do the monkey bar and monkey crawl. this clearly proves that i'm not an active person. so must i start with the dumbbells? you tell me. haha.

done with my first economics test this morning. will be having accounts test tomorrow. after that, chow balik rumah naik train dengan member member gua. hehe. done.

blend in one

2011-02-12T00:55:00.002+08:00

the fear is there. yes, it remains there.

macam biasa la

2011-02-04T13:51:00.000+08:00

my days are so unproductive this mid semester break. unproductive in terms of gaining knowledge. as usual, brought home the books but lastly ended up using them to complete my assignments. where is the MOTIVATION? -_____-

red envelope, firecrackers, food

2011-02-03T12:03:00.001+08:00

i can still remember my late ama (grandma) used to prepare the "zai" (vegetarian) on the night of Chinese New Year's eve for prayers. she will arrange them on top of a red table outside the basement ready to pray.

Happy Chinese New Year, the tradition must continue :)

i know you, you know me, we know each other, obviously.

2011-02-01T17:51:00.001+08:00

you see, next time, i think you have to be smart in concealing your sarcasm and think about the consequences when i suddenly access into my account. maybe you won't bump into my blog for now, but if you do, please be zaapppppped in the heart when you read this. thank you very much.

here

2011-01-28T16:54:00.001+08:00

i hate to let that flaw defeat me.

it's a holiday

2011-01-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

yeahhhh!
the mid semester break is here ;)
will be heading back to my beloved hometown with my classmates tomorrow.
last two weeks, i wanted to buy bus tickets back on the 28th which is today. unfortunately, day time tickets have already sold out, so no luck.

happy holidays people and Happy Chinese New Year :D

worth the wait

2011-01-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

finally, i've "cured" my broadband :)

hope the addiction won't happen :/

new place

2011-01-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

hello, i've modified my blog, so it looks 100% brigther (obviously) compared to last time.

guess i'm getting used to this place already- sri iskandar. i'm adapting day by day, Alhamdulillah. the entertainment here is restricted, indeed. the town is far far away. unlike merbok where you can just exit the main gate, walk to the place where you can rent cars and go to town.

classes have already started. HR has the most student for this semester, therefore 3 classes were open in order to reduce the congestion. imagine, 71 students all cramped in one classroom for the first week. madness. so far, things are okay here except for the inconveniences.

p/s: i miss my friends and merbok so much :/

new

2011-01-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

take a deep breath and start from scratch. ya Allah, please give me the strength.

not a kid

2011-01-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

gua rasa warna blog gua ni sadis.

whatever it is, life is about making series of tough decisions. see how hard it is when you grow older and older.

2011

2011-01-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year people :)

today is a brand new year and day for a brand new start.

may Allah bless this year with more rezeki and joy. Amin :)

like the sand in an hour glass

2010-12-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

it feels like yesterday i just left merbok
it feels like yesterday i started my part time job as an operator
see how fast three months can fly
and tomorrow i'll get back to my full time job as a student

2010-12-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

i'm tired. that's all.

du du du du

2010-11-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

"I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else...but you" - Juno

the nature of this job

2010-10-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

i started working as a mc delivery operator last week. after going through days of training and buddying with haslinda, we finally went online and actually started talking and assisting customersss. my goodness, what can i say about this job people, to tell you the truth, it ain't easy. in general, working ain't easy.

let's flash back to the first day, it was very stressful because i was unfamiliar with the system and the speech and i tend to get all nervous when it comes to talking to the customersss. yes, i'll have butterflies in my stomach when it comes to talking to people, eventhough i'm not actually looking at their faces. but as time passes by, my nervousness decreases bit by bit. you see, it is possible to come across good, polite or nice customers everyday, but it is impossible to receive every call from these type of customers. lady luck may not be with you all the time, you may have to deal with fucked up customers when the calls come to you. unfortunately, as an agent, you're not suppose to fire them back, your head will be on the chopping board waiting for it to be chopped if you do. you have to bare with their negative ions that you hate to accept with your ears.

before i log off, i just wanna conclude that this is a part of my experience in life. by the way, we have one more month to go before we resign. ya Allah, please give us the strength to keep going. Amin.

maybe if we discover why the love hurts we'll never wanna leave

2010-10-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

this opinion inside here

2010-10-04T16:42:00.001+08:00

no offence, it is indeed annoying. it annoys me.

so, this is my journey.

2010-09-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

today is my last day as a UiTM Merbok student and also a pre- law student. i've learnt so many things here, i've met wonderful people along the way. this is one of the experiences and moments that will stay in my mind, insyaAllah.
take care my dear friends, hold on to your dreams and grab it!
i love you all and miss you all.

it's like a never ending battle field

2010-09-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

after all the ups and downs, left and right, we've finally finished our finals, to be exact, our asasi undang- undang. it's time to take a nice rest, relax, sleep, eat, dream etc.
p/s: pre-law dinner will be held tomorrow! ow yeahh!

hari terahkir berpuasa, esok dah raya

2010-09-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN BUAT ANDA SEMUA DI LUAR SANA :)

malam masih muda

2010-09-06T01:23:00.002+08:00

selamat, tidurlah... sayangku
siangkan tiba bercahaya

"korangggg last semmm" quoted from rda.

2010-09-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

days and months have passed by like a speed of light, i've collected so many events along the way for the past one and a half years. sweet, bitter, sour, hot, everything blend into one.
unfortunately, today is the last day of our final semester. sad to say, my or shall i say our satisfaction hasn't reach its fullest, three semesters aren't satisfying enough.

UiTM Kedah will always remain in one of my memories, insyaAllah it won't be forgetten :')

had strived for independence

2010-08-31T13:33:00.001+08:00

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

HAPPY 53th MALAYSIA

this is well...

2010-08-24T12:33:00.000+08:00

i'm caught in between options. i'm grabbing things with both of my hands.

bulan yang mulia

2010-08-11T16:02:00.002+08:00

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan, selamat berpuasa :)

this house believes that...

2010-08-09T01:34:00.001+08:00

it was my first time debating today. as usual, i tend to get nervous when i talk infront of people, even when i'm in the class, but i was not thattttt nervous in class :P of course, i always jumble up my words. good news is, our class ended up 5th, alhamdulillah :D today's experience is a preparation for the up coming assessment for BEL and i hope to be more relax when the time comes :)

to my other team members and friends, thanks alot for everything :) it was one of the great experiences in this final semester :) this day is marked.

tensed as usual

2010-07-31T21:26:00.000+08:00

i couldn't tell how i feel right now. curently, i'm very much influenced by the surrounding. it was okay at the first place and as time passed by it slowly embraced me.

days at langkasuka

2010-07-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

a trip to be remembered, a moment to be remembered. i love you oulzzzzz :)

2010-06-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

how do smart people work?

2010-06-30T01:44:00.002+08:00

i need closure.

final hurdle

2010-05-28T03:25:00.000+08:00

i have to hit the railway back to kedah tomorrow, this heart weights 100kg and my mind, body and soul refuse to be there. this is what i get when i pampered (not exactly) myself at home for quite long. i'm just counting down the hours and minutes. God, this is sadddddd, tomorrow will be downright sadddd, who knows i might cry again. will i be able to hold back this time? take a deep breath...

2010-05-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

i wish to delete, refresh, press the restart button and never look back again. but how? too many things just pull me back

2010-05-16T00:48:00.002+08:00

semua memori di dalam hidup ini tidak dapat digantikan dengan wang ringgit :' )

2010-05-07T18:48:00.004+08:00

this brain won't stop working.

bigger nose

2010-05-02T02:01:00.002+08:00

selesema selesema selesema makin kembang la hidung aku oi

2010-04-30T15:37:00.001+08:00

i could tell from the minute i woke up, it was gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day...

p/s: i'm fucking bored, dunno what to do, ideas are dry.

keep repeating

2010-04-28T03:05:00.000+08:00

what is on my mind now...

long hair long hair
long hair long hair
long hair long hair
long hair long hair
long hair long hair
long hair long hair
long hair long hair

2010-04-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

looking all those old pictures brings back the old humorous memories. hahahaha :D

dupdapdupdap

2010-04-24T22:57:00.001+08:00

oh god, no matter how soothing the songs sounded, they failed to bring down my anxiety :S

2010-04-24T17:39:00.001+08:00

yup, MUET was no doubt difficult and yup i screwed up, i always screw things up.

2010-04-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

i fear MUET and guess what, i haven't started doing exercises yet! like what the heck am i doing at home? if i don't fucking obtain a band 4 then i'm fucking dead. get what i'm sayin'?

ok, sleep now, recharge

2010-04-17T04:10:00.000+08:00

how to sleep soundly?
these eyes are wide awake

i saw your sister in the cornerstone

2010-04-15T16:22:00.003+08:00

this video looks dull but i just love the song. i've been playing it over and over again :) definitely, i am impressed by this one.

2010-04-12T15:05:00.000+08:00

what the hell is happening to my blog? gangguan teknikal ke apa?

for your entertainment

2010-04-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

jyeahhh everyone is wearing fingerless gloves and a boombox can change the world! ;))

another year

2010-03-31T03:43:00.002+08:00

happy birthday natalia, you are officially 19 now :D time runs and i'm getting older. this will be the last year for me to taste my teenage years.

p/s: thanks for the birthday wishes buddies, i really appriciate them :)

2010-03-26T00:59:00.001+08:00

i'm in a state of confusion, AGAIN.

heroes

2010-03-25T02:51:00.002+08:00

they are my all-time favourite and i just couldn't get enough of them. they play a major role in my holidays :)

2010-03-23T20:19:00.003+08:00

i went through a few of my older post in 2008 and 2009 and wow oh wow, i couldn't believe that i actually did blog that much. i'm keeping this blog of mine, so in the next 5 years when i look through what i've posted for 5 years,it'll give me the thrill :)

2010-03-16T22:59:00.001+08:00

the soft-side of a millionaire is revealed :)

2010-03-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

hello, typing from home :)

2010-03-11T02:21:00.001+08:00

i was exhausted the whole day and now what? i can't shut my eyes and have a peaceful sleep?

2010-03-09T14:16:00.000+08:00

oh i wish i could stop having negative mindsets. road blocks in the brain, difficulty in memorizing, what else? haa yes, going through every slides is boring.

p/s: the flowers are fresh :)

2010-03-05T16:31:00.003+08:00

hey girls, fantasizing this huh? :)

what is it about?

2010-02-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

well, i guess you are right about that.

2010-02-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

yes, i tend to screw things up most of the time.

it messed me up, need a second to breathe

2010-02-24T21:01:00.001+08:00

natalia harris thang likes this *thumbs up*

gosok mata

2010-02-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

seperti baru bangun dari mimpi yang amat panjang...

okay, it's been a long time since i last blog. many things have happened within these two months and guess what, believe it or not, finals is just around the corner. not to forget, sem break is coming :D

good luck PI005 mates.

2010-01-01T00:03:00.006+08:00

CHAPTER ONE

2010,Breathe In The New Day

2009-12-31T22:25:00.002+08:00

CHAPTER 365

The Last Day of 2009

2009-12-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

i feel extremely lazy these days, my days are far from progressive. this blog is dead silent, maybe i'll come back another day.

when vampire meets warewolf

2009-11-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

really glad that i got to watch it today, it's a great one and it didn't let me down :) oh yesss i'm looking forward for the next saga- eclipse :))

maybe it won't fall

2009-11-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling kinda sad i may say, after reading this one post. my brain starts to work, starts to recall. heih...

it's dark outside

2009-11-21T04:37:00.000+08:00

one week has passed, time flies huh? class has started, a few lectures were cancelled due to the absence of my lecturers, which means we'll be having replacement classes soon. i'm not satisfied with the timetable, baddd timing, imbalance.

the clock says it's 4.32am, time to shut my eyes. good morning to you saturday, good night to me.

start the engine

2009-11-13T16:02:00.002+08:00

this laptop has been inviting dust, left it open for quite some time since i was home for the sem break.

merbok is waiting for me, so it's time to pack and hit the road in the next morning. well i've already took a look at my result, it needs room for improvement.

semester two is a fresh start, here i am now, coming to greet you.

failure must be eaten alive

2009-11-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

all i want to do now is to jump off from the rooftop and scream this frustration out from this body and soul of mine and let the strong wind blow it away so that it'll never ever hit me again. of course, to live again after the jump.

it's EATING me ALIVE.

just a little

2009-11-06T19:35:00.001+08:00

"said, woman take it slow it will work itself out fine,all we need is just a little patience."

night time

2009-11-06T16:22:00.001+08:00

silence. just plain silence.

get what i mean? maybe yes, maybe no.

2009-11-05T14:17:00.002+08:00

theme: raksasa biskut. i wonder, is today a sesame street day? hm

2009-10-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

a lady standing under the rain may not receive a dozen of beautiful red roses

2009-10-27T14:18:00.001+08:00

why have this fucked up feeling when eyes were opened to greet the new day?

play with rifles

2009-10-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

watched it with zaty today and the movie turned out to be okay :) a blend of violence and humour.

p/s: look out for the part where brad pitt and his two so called italian mates speak italian.

first attempt

2009-10-19T16:58:00.001+08:00

after 6 months hiatus, i finally get to step on the three pedals legally and move the machine which is the car. hoho. at first, went round and round bandar sri damansara and next, vooooooommmmmmmmm off we go to the highway. gelabah, yes of course, especially when it comes to turning. i even fail at playing racing games, nak kona je langgar. wth? kawalan stering tak cun, nevermind, can practice.

definition

2009-10-17T16:39:00.002+08:00

define your holidays: two words, dead bored.
okay okay fine, should appriciate holidaysssssss. bukan selalu ada hurray hurray holiday pun.

lova dova

2009-10-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

fly all the way to italy because you've found out that your soulmate is there? will you do that? ;P and ohhh i didn't know that robert downey jr. looked damn bloody super charming here. aiyaya.

2009-10-15T14:50:00.002+08:00

mom left for mekah this morning for two months and i'll be accompanying my father for one month here.

take care and be safe mi, love you loads.

where the rhythm goes

2009-10-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

"They're selling postcards of the hanging
They're painting the passports brown
The beauty parlor is filled with sailors
The circus is in town
Here comes the blind commissioner
They've got him in a trance
One hand is tied to the tight-rope walker
The other is in his pants
And the riot squad they're restless
They need somewhere to go
As lady and I look out tonight
From desolation row"

this is a good one, thumbs up :)

2009-10-13T15:12:00.013+08:00

requested by rin,

okay this is rayyan a.k.a rayboy a.k.a chickklely puff. "what big ears you have" there naughty boy, hehe. last night, my sis told me that he pronounced baju as "biju". haha

2009-10-13T02:53:00.000+08:00

my blog's been sleeping for days, thanks to the owner for being emmm clueless in these few days? just a quick one here, addyn a.k.a miss chabbyyy a.k.a miss b. digeidgedi i bet that you smell masam-masam now, masam-mer than asam. hahahehe :D

2009-10-08T20:27:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah, just arrived safely here in kl, manjakularara. it's been quite a long journey and for d and mi, i really appriciate that the both of you came from far to fetch me home :) love the both of you, always. well... so many things to be unpacked, hmmm... later.

lets recall the last two weeks at melbok -

bebi ngat ehhhhhh!

stone's throw

jagung jagung mari makan jagung

"kentot kau busuk la nok!" said un to rin.

kalau dah tension dgn 016, maka VM la jawapannya. tada!

secret playground. haha

awww, how great were those moments.

batak pada waktu malam

batak pada waktu malam part two

please line up according to your height

exam's overrrrrrrrrrrr. durrrrhhhhh.